Hearts Adrift

Tonight,

While tiny perfect snowflakes

Fell about me,

Within a haze

Of ethereal fantasy

The silent perfection

Of each tiny crystal

Made clear,

That I,

Can never hold you

Never touch

Your silent

Tender lips

Never hold

Your perfect gaze

Yet, 

In the fantastic infinity

Of  just one perfect flake of snow

You, somehow, still exist

As a minute possibility

Starvation

Last night I went to bed hungry

Hungry for your touch
Starving for your smile
Gut rumbling emptiness

Emptiness that won’t be replaced
Like knowing that you won’t
Have solid food for... forever

Looking to the past for nourishment
Nourishment that is like a diet
And a hunger that is never fulfilled

When Life Seems Impossible

                                                               

 When life seems impossible              

   No one cares if you live or die…   

      Change your hair, show up early 

            Put out that extra effort,  sigh a lot

                 Dress to the nines and carry a flamboyant book       

   Make a fancy lunch, eat it lavishly     

                      Sit close to the action sipping expensive water

         When they call on you ignore them

           Tell them you are working on more important things

            While studying offers from their competitors

       When they come to escort you out

         Speak clearly into your lapel

           Asking,  “did the cameras get all that?”

             Done properly                              

                  This should get you at least        

 

         Two weeks room and board at state expense.

Death's Transfiguration

Centuries lain in twilight satin
Soon the dawn shall bring repose
Casting forth a life now laden
Drowning with his sin of woes.

Hers was oft the voice of laughter
Hands so soft, and love devout
Shining bright the two incisor
Wounds upon her lilting throat.

His was drawn into her shadow
Hovered with her every motion
So consumed, his joy did canto
Ceased her heart's demure devotion.

Never glancing, ever seeing
Eyes of dark, unholy grace
Pulse of cold, her crimson streaming
Comingles with his earthly trace.

Aimlessly his vast despair
Cursed in every breath he breathes

Life defying, past revolting
Daylight shafts, at last, shall tear.

Finally, her eyes reopen
Like chrysalis in warming air
Celebrates how love shall render
As butterflies, to kill despair.

the Book of Secret Desires

        the Book of Secret Desires     JdSchooley on 3/16/2012               

She closed the book,
placed it on the table
and finally decided
to walk through the door.

For her, a lifetime of corruptions
were then dispelled.
You were suspected.
I was an implement.

They would do nothing.
The book could encompass
what otherwise impossible thoughts
might carry the imaginer away in their dreams.

Delivering that final comeuppance,
the journey of a lifetime,
or simply to re-exist,
one need only cast their thoughts into those pages.

One of the romantic verses could revive a lost love.
And who wouldn’t pay the price?
The elevator had been serviced dozens of times,
and none could circumvent its curious course.

Some whispered a curious curse
when it arrived at the lobby with no one on-board.
All weren’t lost, indeed, many returned
after fabulous adventures or a miraculous cure.

Always there, lay the book, often a token. Hers was a baby shoe. This decision might be her last. With breath held, her trembling hand punched her date of destiny into the numbered panel. The gate slid shut and the elevator cage dropped like a rock.
No need for a doctor or Mortician. The elevator would work fine for any wishing to see if she had gone to the penthouse corridor, absorbed those pages and placed something with the other items collecting there. Photos, and rings, the detritus of loneliness, tear stained kerchiefs, calling cards, crutches, whatever came from the heart. Most knew this to be a place of sorrow and loss, for hither to, minds had long pondered the bitter cast of deaths transfiguration and how that played out. Yet, none would know whether her selection from the book was as a child longing for its parent, or the mother in search of a missing child. None could know her intent, since this excursion in the Elevator de Fantasy may have been a wish to simply depart the planet, or new-birth in another time and place, with whatever parents the shadow of the pendulum might choose.
Long before the serpentine acanthus foils and inlaid granite floors were complete, La Plaza Taress was the greatest ambition of a sorrowed father. For his inspiration served as distractions from his remembrance of her. His every heartfelt pain went into the minutest detail of the Art Nuevo murals depicting her favourite stories. Marble balusters encircled the entrance, capturing the flow of her silken hair. Enchanting chandeliers resembled her crystalline ear rings. Most importantly, his greatest design, the heart of the structure was the fantastic elevator. Gloriously the brass cage, wound in twining ivy, appearing to be lifted by doves. Clockwork gears gleamed and spun so smoothly the cables literally sung like angels. Cut glass panels cast a rainbow of light enchanting it all. So dazzling was this facet that all agreed it to be the most beautiful building in all of Paris.
But on the very first time the cage rose to the top, he would let no other inside, it fell instantly, arriving empty and intact. He could not be found. It was suspected when all that was left behind was the Book of Secret Passions, poetry he carried always, that he had been taken away by her heart and his great love for her.
Today, those with no luggage, who cross the grand lobby, aren’t questioned as to their intent. This pair of lovers or that ageing widow yearning to relive an afternoon beneath a weeping willow. Her book remains on the table, near the Elevator de Fantasy, at which sweet Taress did last recite from the book for her murderer/betrothed.