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Thursday, March 28, 2013

Time: Broken (continued from “Nobody Home”)




(continued from “Nobody Home”)


Okay Anthony, I'm back messaging again! We're definitely dealing with a serious mess. Low charge on my phone so this may end shortly, dunno... Remember the electricity from a potato trick? I managed with six good-sized ones and some copper wires and zinc-plated nails to trickle onto this thing so I think this will be my best hope for fixing things here and getting back. God I hope we can do it!
I've had some time to consider the mess I'm in...all of us I guess. Whatever is going on here I don't know, but things are freak'n slowed way down somehow. Even the light seems less brilliant and when I cranked up a Victrola, the speed was waaaay slow. So, if I get the Centrifuge to reset, I think I can jump ahead and get things right. Nut'n to loose, right? Well this is the deal...everyone in the past is dead right? That seems logical, and no matter where I go it's like a constant, not even a bug, so I am looking at a loop in the light from a spot in time. I can move around in it and I can touch stuff, but whatever I do may mess with all of us in the future....I can jump from one point to another but it's always just like a picture. So if I break something or try to hide the gun Booth used to kill Lincoln, I will make things in the future shift a little, or even a lot. I wonder if I may already have had a big shift in what we were all doing before I began pulling pages from that sears catalog in the outhouse. Maybe the County Judge would have bought his kid the bicycle on those pages, and he won't break his neck, instead, he'll go fight in Europe, and end up killing Einstein's dad or something...RIGHT? Well just imagine if the Germans ended up with the 'bomb' and well, the good ole USA is a giant wasteland now? Crap! Heavy I know...but that's why I got to jump ahead and fix the stuff I messed with, even if it only works one more time...right?
Anthony, I removed some papers from that outhouse, for a souvenir, and...when I left there, stuff had already changed. Like that! I mean there was sidewalks when I got here and now there is just a dirt path, so crap, I really did stink up the place!
When you get this, your day should be just like it would have been. The control panel is working, got into it and made an override and it will send me one day earlier. I think that's best so I don't tax the power supply making a long jump....save some to get back....well the thing is I could reappear right where someone left a wagon or whatever just so you know. That could just make things even worse, jeez, what a mess. As best I can tell, I should pop right back into that open spot you had picked. I hope the chamber doesn't get damaged...anyway, if you have to come after me, that's where I'll be.

So that's it for now, wish me luck, and if it's not possible...well I'll understand. I will just wait and keep out of trouble, but if it doesn't work out, I think I will need to disappear. Sorta like you said, “If you aren't part of the solution just get out of the way and let the future do it's thing...right?” So, here's to us and man I hope we can pull this off...cuz this place will really get you messed up fast! Heck on your end I probably sound like I'm inhaling helium when I talk, ha ha, hysterical eh?
Well, it's been cool, and scary, so ok. I'm signing off, man, bye for now. Oh yeah, don’t let my kid think I was a total screw up, I'm going to fix this time thing, man, after all I broke it.

Now if I could just get that slo-mo version of “Yellow Rose of Texas” out of my head...….click.







Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Nobody Home





Anthony, I hope you get this...in case you don't I left a note explaining everything. (Wow, that was dumb!) I'm not sure how to tell you... I guess I just have to come right out and say it. I went into the centrifuge tonight, I thought I would go blind from the bright light, but I'm alright, I mean it really works and you are truly a genius!  The control is malfunctioning, so I need you to please override every thing from there. Well, sorry but I knew you would just talk me out of it, but I'm fine, no side effects. Man, all your theories were right. So?...I am talking to you from  one hundred years ago! Since I am able to hear the voice mail message on my cell, I think your concept of time parallels was right. If you hear me, pick up, or call me back. So exciting...click

Anthony! Okay, it's 2 am, call as soon as you hear this. I know you will because I called my voice mail and changed the message and then called back. God it's cool, call it and listen, it's like I'm talking to myself in the future. I really want to thank you for giving me this, well, this great chance to work in your lab. Don't think I just wanted to take the glory or something, that's all yours. You just consider me your little human Guinea Pig, and well thanks. Got some great pictures on my phone and sent them to my blog...I was looking at them just a bit ago on my cell. Everything is so astonishing, did you know the courthouse had his and hers outhouses? Jeez they did use Sears in there, I wonder if I shouldn't have left a loaf from the future? Well...call....click

Anthony, Hey it's getting light and I think people will be getting up soon. I really don't want to make contact with. ..you know, just in case....isn't that right? Call me as soon as you get to the lab and reverse the dynamo. I wonder if I can bring anything back without messing with the time continuum? Just a letter from the trash or something...hey, call, it's so incredible, I want to talk to someone and see what they're like...bye....click

Anthony, it's 6 am, I just called the New York Times, crazy you know... just so I could hear them pickup. Well it just rang, so I guess they must not man that line...right...So it's light here now...There isn't any movement yet. Very lovely..and quiet. Well we will have to go over all this, I have like 100 pictures on my phone. Call...call soon...click

Okay Anthony, this is so weird. Everything is like a museum. I can't find anyone anywhere. What's strange is that there had to be people here not long ago. Lamps are burning in the homes, it's like they all went somewhere. Well I probably shouldn't have entered peoples homes here, I don't think ...man! It's too crazy... I didn't think it will hurt... In case anything goes wrong, well...you know....if you can't bring me back? That's so lame, to hear me say...just don't come here! I can't exactly say why because we didn't figure on this one...but I sorta think there isn't anyone here. I looked all over and there's nobody, it's uninhabited. I mean it makes sense when you think about it, right?...click

Anthony....I called everyone, I can't get a pickup. Anthony, I think I screwed up...
BATTERY LOW....BATTERY STRENGTH CRITICAL...PLACE PHONE IN CHARGING CRADLE...BATTERY LOW........ . . . . . 


continued in "Time Broken"








Wednesday, February 27, 2013

When I see You Coming


When I see you coming,
A hand to shield the sun
Hair in the wind
A song upon your lips.

You'll smile with the breeze
Bright light dancing in your glance
Yesterdays will fade away,
When I see you coming.

A smile will enchant your brow
Your pace will quicken
And so, my heart,
When I see you coming.

But sparseness casts my thoughts
As minioned hearts do wane
With troubled eyes I strain,
Till I see you coming

Monday, December 17, 2012

Right Then;


Right then; he discovered himself shivering in a lifeless culvert, painful shards of juvenile laughter reverberated through his head.


Right then; a black beetle, basking in the morning Sun, relished a new scent and turned in pursuit of the curious redolence.

Right then; two grackles were startled by approaching voices and flew out of the tall grass with bits of cookie in their black beaks.

Right then; a father pulled in the driveway, tickets for the ball game lay on the dashboard. He was surprised that no one bounded out the open door to greet him.

Right then; two boys dropped their bikes and raced to catch a purple balloon, scooting across a vacant lot, they found a red slipper too.

Right then; the unattended puppy, still wearing a Happy Birthday note, was jubilantly scampering about the open gate..

Right then; a delivery truck backed over a lone slipper, and crumpled a new tricycle.

Right then; a bifocal-ed man sat and gloomily reread the ruling of the state parole board. He stared long at the unblinking light, and wondered what would be on for lunch.

Right then; the young mother, dreamily leaned across the sheets to kiss her new boyfriend, and wondered where the draft was coming from.

Right then; a shopkeeper returned from the dumpster, and called the police to report a discarded bloody bathrobe.



Right then; Dr. Witstruck considered a social workers request to expand her clients medication, he determined the need to be in excess of the HMO guidelines and wondered what would be on for lunch.

Sunday, November 18, 2012

My letter to your heart

    
You must tell me what flower you wish for me to plant.
If your love is true, it will bloom in your absence.

There are not so many things that I can give to you,
but those that I can are enough, if you truly care for our love.

Though my nights are your days we come around,
like your star, one day and one night, and repeatedly thus.

When the star I have chosen for you hangs above your pillow,
you will see what I have wished for us.

On the right day, the things you want shall be yours, if it is to be,
and you have not over wished your star.

In my heart is a big hurt that needs to be filled with a special force,
I hope that it can be you.

Be certain you have chosen well in your mind and not just in your heart,
for if your pain is too great, any choice may do, for a while.

There are not so many things that I can give to you,

but those that I can are enough, if you truly love.

                                           and flowers choose to bloom.

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Freedoms Mistress

              

For some time the carriage rattled along the narrow streets of Washington, stopping before the shop whose window declared “McLogsdon Tailoring”. The occupant stepped out and crossed the walk to the door.
            The proprietor brightened to see his best customer, stepping forward, hand extended.
            “What is the purpose of your visit today?” he requested politely.
            “I am afraid there is an element for concern,” adding hesitantly, “I wish not to carp.”  
The tailor asked in astonishment. “Pray, tell?” 
The gent reached and turned out a hip pocket made from a bit of cloth so small it might only hold a few coins.
“Mary and Joseph!” He remarked, his brogue slipping. “Stitcher Girl!” He shouted dabbing a hanky to his brow. There appeared through the curtained door a young lady, shyly bending her bonneted head toward the floor. “Here, say the reason for which ye have placed such a margin on pocket material? Have you no knowledge of the importance of my distinguished patron?”  Her silence explained nothing, but there came the sound of a great crashing sound from the street and attention was drawn by all to the shouts and accusations of a calamity without. Instantly the tailor’s eyes were drawn to the event and quickly he departed to determine what sort of damage had occurred.
Silently the two remained to wonder at the awkward moment that filled the room. Abruptly there could be heard the sound of a bubbling and the woman quickly brought her hand to her mouth. “Please sir,” she pleaded and left to see to the spilling, onto the hearth, in the rear quarters. “masters dinner!” she cried and hurried to the neglected kettle. There came a shriek of pain and a lid clattered to the floor.
“It’s not a problem.” The gent shouted to the empty store, “I shall return at a later time.”  With no response he moved toward the back, asking “can I help?” Slowly he pulled back the curtain to see the woman kneeling on the floor, her hand reddened from the steam of the pot,  trying to lift the heavy lid with her good hand.
            Abruptly she spoke from her pain. “Yes Mister President, you can free my people!” she raised her tearing eyes to meet his shocked face. Now the tables had suddenly turned and it startled him to be talked to with such sauce from a darkie. Slowly he bent to lift her and grasped her reddened hand.
“It’s not terribly bad,” he said soothingly, covering the spot with his firm hand.
His touch cooled her pain. Her eyes filling with tears; she worked them off her cheeks with her good hand. Slowly their hands reached around each other into a tight embrace. There was a long silence and he looked down to her tranquil face, “Be you the first to know my writing today takes up your very cause, have you people in the South?
She nodded, drawing her reddened hand toward his face; together they felt the heat there.
“Your britches pockets was a contrivance, I had to speak to you somehows” she said softly into his coat. “He will beat me, Mister Lincoln.”
“No, he will not.” The president mumbled turning for the door. “You are a very clever woman. I shall think of you as I complete my proclamation today.” Then, meeting the tailors return, “I am found of my new change pockets and intend to reward your stitcher, and you, with more orders. They have livened me with an immense feeling of freedom” he stated proudly as he returned to the busy street.

Thursday, October 11, 2012

An Open Letter to Jon Stewart








Jon,

Is there a high school year book there from Paul Ryan's class?
If so, maybe you could look something up for me? I think he was listed in there as Lyin Ryan, see I had this dream the other night, and I am sure I recall that he has this huge phobia from all the way back in Junior High. All the kids began calling him Lyin Ryan, as he was always making up stuff about his dad being really tough, and how his sister knew all these cool tricks, and how he got this bum to show an old lady his willie for a smoke, stuff like that. Well he couldnt stand the heat, and if anybody would challenge him, he would break out in a sweat and pee his pants. Thats when the nick name came about, it sounded something like, Lyin Ryan, stop your cryin, we all know your pants need dryn. Well anyway, look it up, because it was just a dream you know, and I dont want to smear anyone unnecessarily.

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Found at the Foundling Door

                                                                                           

   On a day when there was no rain to dampen my thoughts,

   You were no more trouble than a pair of shiny dollars,

   Just waiting to be spent.

 

   We'd gather our smiles and slip around,

   Like a clutch of pups, undeterred by the troubles ahead.  

   You were young, needed everything, I had only ourselves.

                     

   Together we were a great invention of laughter.

    But now, the tears are too great.

    For our love will not survive the stares of the angry eyes.

 

    My mistake should not impede your happiness.

   I will hate myself, knowing that you were once mine.

   But I couldn't hold you and my youth all together.

 

   So I part with you here, where the foundlings have new possibilities.

   I will go with the rain, to leave you in bright sun shining.

   You will have a new mother, and an actual father.

 

   Tomorrow clouds of tears may gather.

   Carry my love with you both and a kiss on each cheek.

   No great currency, just change for a couple of shiny dollars.


 

Friday, September 21, 2012

The Widowed Bride



A tremendous act of kindness, by him brought love about
Then sprawled beside a glassy pond their passions acted out

A sunny day did rise and swell that perfect April morn
'Twas damp with chill, one wintry night a tiny lass was born

Her papa was a strapping lad, who never shirked from chore
Upon her mother's aching heart, they sent him off to war

Their hearts were locked in mindless bliss, that Spring upon the heath
Too soon their deed tore all apart, mid silence bound to keep

With sturdy limbs, bright eyes of gray and hair of tousled curl
Much interest in the child turned, who'd fathered such a girl?

The letters came to cheer each day, upon the sheath, no mark
But day by day each soldier's fall, revealed his beating heart

Sublime the day the war had passed and soldiers all came home
But not for those whose caissons rolled, her secret love be known

For in first days with lists at post of lads who marched no more
His name did cut the paper white, with ink her heart it tore

Still letters made it to her eyes a mystery hand had sent
As only one could even know from whence their passage rent

And on a day as fair as most with child by her side
She wed the deaf mute postman, who'd wooed the widowed bride

Monday, September 10, 2012

Starvation




Last night I went to bed hungry

Hungry for your touch
Starving for your smile
Gut rumbling emptiness


Emptiness that won’t be replaced
Like knowing that you won’t
Have solid food for... forever


Looking to the past for nourishment
Nourishment that is like a diet
And a hunger that is never fulfilled

Monday, August 27, 2012

When Life Seems Impossible

                                                               
 When life seems impossible              
   No one cares if you live or die…   
      Change your hair, show up early 
            Put out that extra effort,  sigh a lot

                 Dress to the nines and carry a flamboyant book       
   Make a fancy lunch, eat it lavishly     
                      Sit close to the action sipping expensive water
         When they call on you ignore them

           Tell them you are working on more important things
            While studying offers from their competitors
       When they come to escort you out
         Speak clearly into your lapel

           Asking,  “did the cameras get all that?”
             Done properly                              
                  This should get you at least        
 
         Two weeks room and board at state expense.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

The League of Obscure Saints

                                                  


                                                        



Dear Diary; Upon returning from lunch, these notes caught my eye
Dear God: It is my extreme pleasure to bring to your attention the details from the minutes of this months meeting of the League of Obscure Saints, South Side, Heaven 00001
In so far as I am aware, all were in attendance at this, our last meeting. A newly sanctioned member attended, to be detailed later in these notes.
First to address the group was the committee head for the Trade Saints League, as is customary since they are considered the lowest of all recognized saints. Their concern was with some recent events when it was observed that no Trades Persons had prayed to any of them, but continues to call upon "God, Jesus Christ, and Judas priest." (Which he is not!) Now while the recognized plumbers are the most frequent users of these terms, it was revealed by St. Louie of the Holy Pipefitters, that carpenters would have the greatest need to cry out but have gone to referring almost always to fecal matter and physical acts between adults.
This issue was not discussed further, and no solution was advised.
At that time a report was presented by St. Lucky of the Beseeched Bookies & Card Sharks to remove the Gamblers Prayer from the list of Holy Requests as the odds are that it only seems to come from losers and lay bouts that show no desire to help themselves. In his estimation, they are the sorts who throw all their money at the lowest odds, failing to even glance at a racing form but choose whatever horse sounds good to them at the time, like they were in some voting booth. Finally, after all, hope is lost they expect heaven to get involved and save their bacon, as it were. Recommended action; Leave em hanging.
On a lighter note, the Branch of lost Balloonists (Sunday Outfit) suggested people would pray more seriously if they got to ride in a hot air balloon. This was met with great agreement and it was suggested that a field trip be planned for our next Get to Know the Earth outing. This met with full approval, except for the representative from the Saintly League of Failed Skydivers, who thought the whole idea a bit of a flat joke, and predicted they would boycott the aforementioned outing. I felt that reaction a bit of a downer, but the rest were high on the plan.
Entertainment has been suggested by Les Saints Reform rue ProstituesTheir spokesperson revealed her outline in a stunning four-point spread so all could see her points. But in the end, it became clear that her presentation lacked refinement and she was sent back to committee to perfect the thrust in her motion. It was then suggested by the member from the Saints in Blue that she needs to make apparent a price for performance, Topic closed.
Under the subject of sainthood, a formal request was voiced to the board for inclusion to create a new committee seat for a group which is known as the Craft of Repentant Witches and Warlocks. It was said by them that, their crimes were in no way against the high deity, but were the result of a clerical error with theology. They had become put off by the rather lofty (their words) way in which some martyred saints were looking down on the new sanction and would like to see a new light on the whole lot. Hoping not to throw water on the martyrdom practice, the guest yielded to the spokesperson for the League of Contrite Executioners who pointed out that practices of the past were an element which has since cooled and would stake a claim that getting into heaven was not so hard as it had been in his time and would gladly usher a few of the whiney newbies back out. If they wanted, he could supply them with enough rope to finish the subject. With that comment St. Hazel of the CRW&W cut off any further discussion and recommended he could shelve his complaint with the rest of his subjects in the morgues.
(Now, I for one don't understand why trade saints are allowed to retain their tools within the fine halls of the hereafter, but a struggle ensued when the saintly aforementioned Executioner produced his broad ax and was promptly met with a flurry of incantations. This instantly added one new frog or toad (not clear which yet) to the population. Pandemonium ensued, there was a confiscation of one wand-type item and the meeting did calm down, only slightly, while the closing prayer was recited, and further agenda items were dropped. Another date was not set for our next meeting but I did hear the when hell freezes over recommendation, but none would claim the motion.
In closing I can only say, God, help us!

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Death's Transfiguration



Centuries lain in twilight satin
Soon the dawn shall bring repose
Casting forth a life now laden
Drowning with his sin of woes.

Hers was oft the voice of laughter
Hands so soft, and love devout
Shining bright the two incisor
Wounds upon her lilting throat.

His was drawn into her shadow
Hovered with her every motion
So consumed, his joy did canto
Ceased her heart's demure devotion.

Never glancing, ever seeing
Eyes of dark, unholy grace
Pulse of cold, her crimson streaming
Comingles with his earthly trace.

Aimlessly his vast despair
Cursed in every breath he breathes
Life defying, past revolting
Daylight shafts, at last, shall tear.

Finally, her eyes reopen
Like chrysalis in warming air
Celebrates how love shall render
As butterflies, to kill despair.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Sleep Wrinkles




Buttons from a Teddy
Impressions of sound safe sleep
Sleep wrinkles speak of my last nights
A pen on pages wet from a weep

Once, the lacey blouse
Of a great date
Then, beer-soaked laces of a football
In the mirror, heading to work, late

Sleep wrinkles may say
If I had a good time, or not
For the guy who sold me this lovely grave
He's cussing those sleep wrinkles
Two days old, looking like a 38
 
 
 
 
 


Monday, June 4, 2012

Fridge & the cycle of life

Pretty much the fridge is a place 
where we hide things
 we thought we might want to eat later.

Then when we find them
 later it puts us off our feed 
and we can't eat what we just took out.

Back in it goes, 
till finally 
we are just fed up and pitch the nasty stuff out.
............... like the cycle of life.

pick it,
try it,
store it,
toss it!
The whole system stinks,
 if you ask me.....
hey what's that smell, not me I pray?.

Monday, May 28, 2012

a man who had no feet


When I was a young pup
I lived with a man who had no feet
Every night, prior to sleep
He'd arange his clothes upon the sheet
As if he was still within them.

And there, a shoe on each bedpost
He would slip beneath
Spread eagle and wide eyed
He would dream the night away
God knows where those shoes took him

Monday, May 21, 2012

the Book of Secret Desires

        the Book of Secret Desires     JdSchooley on 3/16/2012               




She closed the book,
placed it on the table
and finally decided
to walk through the door.

For her, a lifetime of corruptions
were then dispelled.
You were suspected.
I was an implement.

They would do nothing.
The book could encompass
what otherwise impossible thoughts
might carry the imaginer away in their dreams.

Delivering that final comeuppance,
the journey of a lifetime,
or simply to re-exist,
one need only cast their thoughts into those pages.

One of the romantic verses could revive a lost love.
And who wouldn’t pay the price?
The elevator had been serviced dozens of times,
and none could circumvent its curious course.

Some whispered a curious curse
when it arrived at the lobby with no one on-board.
All weren’t lost, indeed, many returned
after fabulous adventures or a miraculous cure.

Always there, lay the book, often a token. Hers was a baby shoe. This decision might be her last. With breath held, her trembling hand punched her date of destiny into the numbered panel. The gate slid shut and the elevator cage dropped like a rock.
No need for a doctor or Mortician. The elevator would work fine for any wishing to see if she had gone to the penthouse corridor, absorbed those pages and placed something with the other items collecting there. Photos, and rings, the detritus of loneliness, tear stained kerchiefs, calling cards, crutches, whatever came from the heart. Most knew this to be a place of sorrow and loss, for hither to, minds had long pondered the bitter cast of deaths transfiguration and how that played out. Yet, none would know whether her selection from the book was as a child longing for its parent, or the mother in search of a missing child. None could know her intent, since this excursion in the Elevator de Fantasy may have been a wish to simply depart the planet, or new-birth in another time and place, with whatever parents the shadow of the pendulum might choose.
Long before the serpentine acanthus foils and inlaid granite floors were complete, La Plaza Taress was the greatest ambition of a sorrowed father. For his inspiration served as distractions from his remembrance of her. His every heartfelt pain went into the minutest detail of the Art Nuevo murals depicting her favourite stories. Marble balusters encircled the entrance, capturing the flow of her silken hair. Enchanting chandeliers resembled her crystalline ear rings. Most importantly, his greatest design, the heart of the structure was the fantastic elevator. Gloriously the brass cage, wound in twining ivy, appearing to be lifted by doves. Clockwork gears gleamed and spun so smoothly the cables literally sung like angels. Cut glass panels cast a rainbow of light enchanting it all. So dazzling was this facet that all agreed it to be the most beautiful building in all of Paris.
But on the very first time the cage rose to the top, he would let no other inside, it fell instantly, arriving empty and intact. He could not be found. It was suspected when all that was left behind was the Book of Secret Passions, poetry he carried always, that he had been taken away by her heart and his great love for her.
Today, those with no luggage, who cross the grand lobby, aren’t questioned as to their intent. This pair of lovers or that ageing widow yearning to relive an afternoon beneath a weeping willow. Her book remains on the table, near the Elevator de Fantasy, at which sweet Taress did last recite from the book for her murderer/betrothed.

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Natural Elocutions of Denial


Practically every meaningful word which I have uttered is wrong.
How can I say this, don't I know what I am saying?
It is exactly because of what I have said and not meant,
That I can now say my words are fiction.

Had I known what was most true, that is what I would not reveal.
Somehow we are like frightened children, scared of the truth.

All my secrets have made me a Liar, you and I are not alike.
The cat and the dog hold nothing back, save for indifference.
We speak in guarded undertones, hoping not to annoy.
We save our feelings for when the time is best.

But we have missed the mark, time has had its way.
Another thought another day, and we are busy with fresh denials.

Monday, February 6, 2012

The Song of Sweet Taress

Truncheons of despair, surge within him
Wintry, his fist, and brooding soul
Assails, a sea of darkness solemn
Mind, a tangle of lost control

Icy, his blood runs shrill and sinking
Replete, within his veins complex
Brain, confounded truth denying
Completes, his troubled power vex

Loathing, rapine astride his trace
Vines and creatures wither there
Evil, profuse with no disgrace
Entwine, with sweet Taress's hair

None, could better know her timbre
Or sweeping curtsy now effete
His, was iced hard with rancor
For which, drowned out her fair express

Locutions, his hate for all this day
As late, the song of sweet Taress
Shall not, proclaim to where he lay
To wait, the guillotine's finesse

Friday, January 27, 2012

I am Well Rider



I am well rider
Many buckets have I known
They press my feet into my toes
The windlass whirls
The rope in hand
Scratches at my cheek and nose

Echoes fill my head
When down the rocky shaft I plunge
Bursting far below, the tiny sky recedes
As black cascades and icy numb
The bubbles churn
Against my ears like drums I am well rider

None can know my obsession
Many times Ive dropped down in
To see and feel my cold fixation
To sink into the deep
Below, where life is in cessation
But that is where I find the eyes

Long forgotten faces
How they hold you
Want to tell you of their stories
They have left our world
Each denied their places
I am well rider

Soon I must return
But here I found a solace
Here my ache and pain does churn
Her face and hair has bound me
My empty lungs now burn
Yet only here I see her

Her story is sad and tragic
Cast, she was in shame
Taken by a lovers anger
Her only sin was loving,
A man who would not Father

Thursday, January 19, 2012

The Neophyte's Plight

There comes a space, inside of silence
Where opens there a moment
Just inside of one heart beat
A wink, a smile, a glance

While faster than a beam of light
This dwells like an aroma
Both know when it sweeps in
Afloat on billowed night

Why hadn't you seen it sooner
You laugh at such as you
As quickly as it came about
Now all at once it's through

Then crash and burn, your heart mid flight
How could you show such guile
With nuance as your hearts desire
Greet the plight of the neophyte

Yet pause, reflect, and smile

Friday, December 9, 2011

Book Burning for Amateurs

When selecting a book for burning, begin with one that is memorable, preferable one that has a catchy title. Once it is gone you need to recall it easily, so a note worthy book can help there. Try to choose an author who you disagree with strongly. Avoid someone who is highly popular as only you will be cheering the little conflagration. The topic is most important as is the writers politics, anti something, or a cause which you detest. Dont choose books in foreign languages, as this is a dead giveaway that you have not actually read the book. Just so long as you COULD have read the thing, we wont tell.

A big book is more fun than a little one, they last longer. Try to find some associates to cooperate in your cause. Invite them to toss in a few of their least favorite books too. The size of the blaze is an indication of commitment. Note; soaking the books in a propellant is considered cheating, but works quite well at making your blaze a stand out event. Books are like ideas, they seem very substantial at first, but just add a little heated controversy and most folks will drop them like hot potatoes.

Lastly, think about the books creator and how they appear to the public. If they should be severely challenged, a cute little kid or have been awarded something really impressive, like a Nobel Peace Prize, you may come off as a big bully. This touches on publicity, like the press. Make a few phone calls ahead of time as you dont get noticed for a pile of ashes. Location can also work to your advantage if there is a public space, you can get lots of attention. Just dont pick a spot like in front of the fire house or inside your locked jail cell.

Oh yeah, dont forget to have a message. The whole event could go up in smoke if you are asked, what is your purpose? and you are not prepared. Statements like I just hate the guy, or she is a really big poop dont cut it. Try working up a head of steam and spewing a lot of vitriol at the cameras. You would be surprised at how many people will follow a cause if you are really pissed off about something, anything. It also helps if you havent tried writing yourself. Since that could just make you appear all sour grapes if your stuff sucks. And they can always retaliate by burning your stuff, NOT COOL!

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

a life of half measures

When you were an inspiration of excess,
I sat on the side lines and wished.
But there was no way
I was going to risk rejection

You had it all, great looks,
personality,
love for life,
Style

The best I could do was hope,
Hope that you would notice,
Take charge.
That was not your method either.

For the longest time I hoped
You and I could become an item.
Even when I was lucky enough, to
Ride next to you in your
Mustang convertible,
I was unable to show you what I felt

Now we are both living in separate arrangements.
You in your fast fashionable lifestyle,
Me, in my small safe world of ink and paper.
Micro components of life.
A life of half measures
And full regrets

Thursday, November 17, 2011

A Dying Rose

There,
Among the petals of a dying Rose
A healing force gives presence
To a thought

Still,
Atop a frozen hill
Warming sun breaks into crystal ice
And a drop of life appears

Look,
While the delicate whisker of a mouse
Passes over one fine seed
And life remains

Why,
When all the World is in
A heralded struggle to continue
Must we destroy?

Surely,
Good, will touch and sustain a heart
That yesterday melted, to drop life
Onto one tiny Rose seed

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Pale Umbrage

Perceive the air as loving stories
Where we are bound up in our mores
Conceived in moonlit sweet warm nights
Preserved on nights of pale gray ice

Cast into the mist of Winter's regret
Delirious Summers of denials cool sweat
While warm embraces defer our woes
Cold earth shall clutch our tiny toes

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

How to approach an attractive sentence


Hey baby!
Check out my strong verbs!
Dig my quotation marks, they're loaded with detailed jargon.
Say, you have some great exclamation points, 
Can I be your indirect object?

You may accuse me of using crude superlatives, suffice it to say,
My language is unbiased and suitable for all ears and eyes.
See, I was just eliminating some unwanted sentence fragments,
When I noticed your lovely semicolons.
Yeah! Real hot topics! 

What'cha say we experiment with a little revision
Over a couple of dry cliches, like the italics do? 
They're so romantic, those italics, with their titillating foreign accents
Maybe I'll let you punctuate my colon as a mark of introduction
But only for money, fame, or power.

I won't capitalize on that other stuff
Really, I have only one question mark for you
I hope you didn't misplace your modifier 
Or were you gunn'a split with an infinitive?
Cuz, I really think we could make beautiful musical lyrics together

Well don't mind my obvious dangling participial, parenthetically,
I'm just running on in search of a proper period, so stop me first
If you can't locate my specific modifier
See, I've been outlining you,
Ever since my passive voice took note of your documented form 

So if I said you had a great body of work
Would you hold it against me as a pretentious redundancy, please?